Well, looks like Amino has set up a blog. I had one; once...a few years ago. Almost got me into a whole load of trouble. I've no idea why I'm even starting a new one. It's a bit, well, sad - isn't it?
Saw my brother on Saturday evening who suggested that before I undergo counselling again I should write my ideas down. Says it raises you above the idiots who wait outside places like The Casino.
One thing I did realise on Saturday, which had an almost mantra-like quality to it was:
"I don't know what I want..."
And, hey, it's true. I wish I did......
Am I happy? Far from it.
Can I be happy? I bloody hope so!
Is Julia right for me? Heavily debatable but I fear that it's run its course way too early...
Am I a good person? Lots of people would certainly say so and I think I generally am...
Anywho, it's been a very hard day today and I'm very tired. Feels like I'm somehow walking through life like Arctor in A Scanner Darkly...
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