Just As Was Told...

So, what's new?

Well, last night was a bit strange. Met Julia on Oxford Street which I was quite excited about. Needless to say it took less than an hour for an argument to break out. Something about how I find her too domineering (something which a few people have said to me, lately) and how I'm tight with money. Apparently she never had this issue with Dan or Andy. Oh well...

To add salt to the wound I think I may have been hitting on Heather a bit too much. Despite generally getting the vibe that she was heavily into me she seems to have taken a step back from it all. Maybe I was wrong to get my hopes up. Shame because, well, it's the ideal fantasy and something which generally makes me smile. She makes me smile.

I do feel genuinely bad for Julia stumbling across those negatives of Penny. My fault although, technically, should your partner have the right to rummage through someone else's wallet? We spent yet another night in our separate beds. I guess, in some ways, I miss not being beside her. When I walked into her room this morning she was curled up in a little ball - I kissed her thigh and it was so soft and warm. Julia's always so soft and warm...

Took train into work with Marcia today. Nice girl - makes me laugh. Feel like I've got a friend in her. Running to the station I passed a gorgeous girl wearing a floral print dress and cute little black leather boots. I was stunned by her make-up - her eyes, especially. As I ran past her I smiled and we caught each other's eyes. She blushed...then I did a double-take only to find her still making eye contact with me and beaming. We looked round at each other 3 times…! I love it when that happens. Fuck, it's probably why I'm in such a good mood now.

"Why do I fall in love with every woman I see who shows me the least bit of attention?"