Odd day. I finally split up with Julia yesterday...yes, FINALLY. And how do I feel? Actually, I felt over the moon. Heather had got back in touch and that still seems promising. But, realistically, can I really date a 35 year-old with a child? Tough...
Rowed seriously with my mother about Julia. Seems that more and more people don't really like her much at all. James 'hates' her...and Amino says she's more unhinged than me. In fact, Amino has been an utter legend today. I guess I do get the priviledge of calling him a true friend. He is.
So, I'm meeting with Julia tonight for the be-all-and-end-all 'talk'. I am convinced that I will leave Medway for good if we do separate. I hate the girl so much...and it'd be so easy to broom her (GOBLIN!) if I wasn't so fucking captivated by her. I mean; why?! Maybe that's the definition of love? Not to go all Sex And The City...argh, fuck it, SJP was an ugly moose who deserved a bullet in the face.
I digress. I just want to be happy. Truly happy. And I want love...
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