"It's been a long time..."

Well, well, well....what's it going to be then, eh?

I can't remember the last time I jotted something down on here. Probably when I was in a darker place.

May as well do a round-up.

So - the last 3 months: CRAZY. Not good-crazy, either. Left the flat and Julia behind which, in all fairness, I really don't miss. The flat had great potential but went to waste. Not my fault. Realised that I do indeed abhor Julia more than anyone else in the world. Sorry for the childish hyperbole...but it's true. Her mum can go fuck herself, too. Wasters.

I was headhunted quite a while ago for a small magazine publishing house in Lenham. I've been here 2 weeks now and it's a great job. Sure the money could be better but it's a rise from (shitty) Grub Street. Best thing I did this year was leave that shithole. My new bosses are nice people and I honestly think that I'll go far if I stay here. Plus, we're above an estate agents and 2 of perhaps the sexiest MILFs work there. Fuck, I know I shouldn't - but I keep tormenting myself with thoughts of them. They're both so slim...and always wear suits and those gorgeous pointed-toe stiletto boots. Gonna try and have a crack.

Ok, I'm away of how bad I just sounded but I also got with Charlotte - a girl I've been chasing for a few months. It's going well but, in some ways, I'm not feeling as content as I thought I would. She's a good laugh...and a geek...and the sex is good but I'm not totally 'feeling it'. I'm buying her some soft black leather opera gloves today so hopefully she can jerk me off all night in them.

Oh, I got an old Vespa not long ago and have got my test in just over a week. Bit scared about hitting the open road but it'll be fun.

Still on medication which isn't great. Also, I've slipped up on the chooch front a few times which has lead to some nasty experiences and hallucinations. I read up about HPPD and keep worrying that I've fried my brain a bit too much in the last couple of years.

Oh, Penny and I are talking again after a 2 year hiatus. It's nice, I guess.

Peace out! x